Leaza jayne lloyd

Aug 2, 20201 min

When the darkness came with postpartum psychosis.


 
It’s her not me
 

 
the tear that rolled down her cheek
 
It told many secrets and not many lies


 
It’s the truth that she did seek
 
Hours turned into days and days turned into weeks
 
Day by day she felt slightly weak
 
the sadness faded away

When night became day
 
But again she did not find the truth


 
That she did seek
 
All she felt was to weep
 
She travelled many miles
 
through her busy mind
 
Until the beats began to stop
 
There was no ticking as a clock


 
Time stood still for a moment
 
Almost peaceful, no sadness
 
No feeling to bare or time to care
 
She felt the sadness seep back into her heart
 
And she felt there was no place, no where to start


 
But again we still did look for the truth she did seek that made her feel so weak
 
The feeling of loosing felt so vast
 
All it did, was feel like it didn’t pass
 
She fought and fought until there was no battle to win
 
But no one knew the battle
 
She fought with her own thoughts

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