A poem for my boys 💙💙💙💙💙

The struggle is real

I honestly don’t know how to feel

I don’t want to loose my boys

All these years I’ve played with them and their toys

From their first words and talk .

To their stumbling first walk

I am so sorry my mental health got in the way .

I struggle with the words to say

I am sorry I let you down today or yesterday.

I want you to know I love you very much

And there is nothing like a mother touch

Through the darkness and the light

I hope I can see the sight

I am sorry I put you through all of this

I wish I could fix it with one kiss.

I’ve been there all the way

Now I don’t have a say

I am sorry I became unwell

It’s like a horrible spell .

Love Mam x x